What I’ve been up to lately

My Journal:

"‎”Education is the path from cocky ignorance to miserable uncertainty”, Mark Twain"

This semester has been really hard. To the point where I just give up. It has prob happened more than five times this semester, when I just cant be bothered anymore. But strangely it seems to be all coming together in the end. Hope?

Maybe.

Fenestration 

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Haha, seriously. See you in a month!

Somehow, here are

Here we are, heading towards the end of semester. I’ve been waiting for a long time to “settle in” back to university and its week nine. Feels like I’ve been battling and crawling my way through semester and somehow I’m just holding on. Feels like everything is caving in at the last moment but I just have enough time to jump through it. 

The hardest thing is justifying why I’m still here and is it worth it. But like I say to other people, future Victor’s problem. I can hardly think past 7 days (When the next assignments due).

My new years reso of keeping up with friends outside of uni is failing, I can hardly keep up with what Zack’s been up to lately.. 

Anyway, bye!

"Am I living it right?"

John Mayer, Why Georgia 

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On a happier note, I love her, more than ever.

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Feeling the pressure from uni makes me feel if its worth it or not. Right now feeling as though its not. I just want to spend time with my girlfriend, work at gloria and save up for a nice car. I keep being reminded the reality of architecture: conventional architecture, conforming to developers, being a cad-monkey, not designing..

lets not forget the low pay, high stress, no sleep life of being an architect.. The argument of “Enjoying what you do in life” doesnt really fit in being an architect anymore for me. Right now I’m feeling my degree is my paperweight to feeling like I’m doing something in my life, and that I’m trying to prove to my family that im not retarded.

Just dont know any more.

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Hottest of pots

Undeserved break

Who needs google maps… (Jessica’s featuring on the screen hehe)

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Early morning, reading, breakfast and coffee. (Short lived, out of money now)

Red Marks the mistakes

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Don’t limit yourself to what you think you can build”

and later: Architecture is all about “risks and drinking

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Ian Mcdougall, ARM Architects, AND Lecture Series (2012)

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Oh tumblr, I have been busy.